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[18 Dec 2006|10:54pm] I have been working so much lately. Ill have about 300 dollars for only one week! So much better the what shitty place winndixe paid me. Im so glad im mout of that place. It was such a shitty place. And the people there.... eh. Im in a better place. I have only had 2 puerto ricans come through my line. so its  a better clientel. I dont know Im just looking forward to that paycheck. xmas soon. and i cant wait. Im spending it with justin <3 this is going to be so specail! post comment

[04 Dec 2006|10:01pm] i hate migrans, they make me cry. But justin makes me feel betteer. ps- bday wednesday post comment

[29 Nov 2006|03:52pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | better together- jack johnson ] Im fine with everything now. Im done getting worked up over little dumb things.  I talked to my mom about everything that has happend lately. She gave me the best advice. She told me I had alot going for me. I have a great boyfriend. I have had the same best friend for over 5 years. I have a decent well paying job. I finally got out of winndixe. (which is good because all they did was talk shit about me) She said she was proud of me. Im glad its all over though. Im not going to look back. well justin should be on his way over. bye post comment

[23 Nov 2006|09:33pm] I loved my Thanksgiving. and I cant wait to say what i think. I dont type in on this stupid bullshit 1 comment|post comment

[04 Nov 2006|12:58am] livejournal is gay. lets make are feelings public guys? gay as fuck. im so opinated. oh well. this just pisses me offfffffff. but i love love love my life <3 post comment

[18 Oct 2006|04:16pm] im unhealthy. I have an infection going through my body. It makes me weak, and makes my heart hurt :[ but the good things in life are; my friends. my boyfriend sex food my birthday coming sooon. post comment

[01 Oct 2006|08:12pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the expendables ] I dont see the need to have a live journal. I think its really pointless. But what the hell Im bored out of my mind so let me tell everyone how im feeling? gayyy. Me and Justin are doing good. Im so in love with him, and what scares me is that I know he can break my heart. i wouldnt know what to do if i didnt have him. He is now a part of my life. My first love. But I think were going to last. Like seriously. I dont see me with no other guy. I like that feeling. He needs to come over though. Miss the boy. As for other things. Im going to school tommoroe for the first time in like a week. eh gay. But it will be okay to see people... even though im content with how i am now. I need to catch up. As i am on the topic of school, I talked to my mom aout all these people dropping out and getting there GED, she flipped. but actually its not that bad of an idea. Reallly. These people are already in college. If I could I would totaly drop out. and go for my GED. I mean it even looks like a highschool diploma. Ughh. gay. Homecoming. I want to go. but there is going to be so much drama. eh. Im done with drama. Like I have changed. Im so chill now. i dont give a shit what people say about me. Its great. and i love how my attitude is now. I hung out with ally today,. It was nice. we caught up on alottt. Our future togetehr is going to be amazing. Ohh my mom found a pregnacy test somewhere today. she thinks its mine. deff not. im not going to smoke for like two months. good goal i guess. :]   bye. post comment

ill never be her [20 Sep 2006|04:03pm] okay so me and justin have been together like 7 months. were not having problems now. Only me. I cant accept the fact he still thinks about Nikki. Its actually is killing me. You know that one song Hate Me Today. Yeah he has it on his myspace and it is totaly directed to nikki. I think he still loves her. and its killing me, because im falling in love with him. I dont think he will ever put her behind. This is seriously killing me. I cry when I hear that song. :[ well surgey tommorow ! 1 comment|post comment

[05 Aug 2006|03:23pm] so I hate having my ipod on shuffle. Becuase every song that comes on reminds me of justin.  we need to work on things. anyways. school is going to be great. Im actually kinda excited. yea im lame. but im a junior now. its about time i enjoy it. We only have two more years so i want to enjoy it. shit. well tonight will be fun. spill canvas :] 1 comment|post comment

[30 Jul 2006|12:03am] Im so tired of being nice. And not getting shit for it. Fuck it., This is a start of a bad issue. I think im gonna cry. I hung up on justin, and he hasnt called me back. fuck it. fuck this. post comment

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